Hey! It’s been a few days but I had a chance to spend real quality time with my family. Barbecues, movies and the pool. The perks of Puerto Rico: summer activities year-round. AJ had a lot of fun.
Lots and lots of family fun. Now to the real stuff…
I’ve been doubting myself so much. Today all I’ve been thinking is how my ex might have been right about me. I hate to think like this about myself but I cannot figure it out sometimes.
It’s so hard to balance everything. I’m trying to be a good mom, a good employee, a good follower of Christ, a good everything! But good doesn’t cut it for me sometimes. It seems like when I’m doing okay in one aspect, I’m lacking in another. How do mothers do it?! I’ve been trying to figure it out and for the life of me, I can’t find a balance. I really can’t do it.
Until I do find balance, I don’t think I’m ever going to be happy. I’ll never have peace. How do I balance every aspect of my life without tearing my hair out?